I am having one of those days where I am doubting everything that I am doing. I just don't seem to have any energy for anything, work, home, gym etc. I just ate a great big handfull of choc coated peanuts knowing exactly what I was doing and really didn't care less. Maybe I just need to start my new plan with Di - otherwise my stats that I sent in are going to be all wrong :)
Ok today was gym and I did shoulders and biceps - it was a really good workout but I kept thinking about life and how hard everything was and how much money I didn't have and all that shit that passes your mind every now and again .
On another note Margie was smiling from ear to ear and having a bonzer of a day - she is full of energy, excited to be alive and on a mission to lose her weight - so I guess all in all we evened one another out today. :)
Well until a minute ago when I attached the chocolate my meals were
Porridge and sultanas
chicken
gym
yoghurt and sultanas
chicken
chocolate :)
and something nice for tea -Just becuase I can and I am in a S**h of a mood :)
Ok going to clean the pool, have a shower, put my pyjamas on, cook dinner for Kim, decide what I am having, finish off the ironing and then doing some paperwork.
I had the best nights sleep last night - I hardly slept at all the night before - so I thought I would be feeling great today but it didn't happen. Oh well tomorrow is another day and I am sure my smily energetic self will be back on deck when I wake up.
Ali - if you buy a skipping rope make sure you get a leather one - they are much better. I still only skip about 70 turns of the rope before I am puffed - but hey there is a goal to focus on we could have our own little competition :) and it is great - I do mine indoors on the carpet :)_ Great when it is dark, great when it is hot, great when it is raining, also great when you just want to leave you pyjamas on and not get changed (of course I throw them in the wash after ) :)
Ok must go and do these jobs before my hubby gets home.
Live with Passion and please send me some positive vibes.
Kimmy
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Hi Kimmy,
the sound of whooshing through the air and then "THUD" the sound of positive vibes landing at your feet :-)
We must be on the same wavelength today as my mood and emotions have been much like yours.
I truly hope tomorrow is a better day for you. I love your comp pics and I'm so glad you're going to do it again. You will shine again, no doubt.
I always read your blog with interest as I have a dream to get into Real Estate and am slowly putting the wheels in motion now. So I love reading about what you get up to.
Cheers and here's to looking up tomorrow :-)
Magda
Your comp pics are absolutely amazing well done on them.
Its always hard starting a new season of comp prep, when i was swimming i always found the first 2months back in training the hardest. My body would ache every minute of the day, my mind wouldnt be on the task at hand and it generally felt too much like hard work. But i believe you are a fighter and you will get through these hard days and come out the other side even more positive than before. You can do this, you are an amazing, beautiful, talented and strong individual. We are all behind you, cheering you on.
Hope today is easier for you
xo
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